For example, the last week and a half I have just gel in my hair and scrunched it up. I usually pin it back with a clip or it ends up in a knot on top of my bed or in a ponytail. I pull whatever I can find out of the closet and wear minimal makeup. And that's actually me making an effort because that's how I've been going to work. (me=ashamed).
On the weekends I usually put off showering until after I run my errands because it's been so HOT that I get all sweaty. So I just throw my hair up, go out without makeup and usually wear torn jeans or V.S. sweatpants with a t-shirt. I literally look like a hot mess.
I went into a furniture store this weekend looking like that and I'm shocked that anyone even bothered to help me. I certaintly didn't present myself as someone that could afford new furniture.
Frankly, I'm embarrassed that I've let myself go out like that. I'm frustrated that I've put on weight instead of taking care of myself and making an effort. So, starting tomorrow I'm going to have some self respect and make the effort. I always feel better about myself when I take the time to do my makeup and hair and pick out a cute outfit, so I want to start feeling better soon!